Before ponies I had vowed to never draw or compose music again because I felt so, well, insecure about my shit and I thought my music was pretty awful (that would be why those old songs are only maybe a minute or so). Thanks to ponies, I make long, pretty musics. If it weren't for ponies and its music, I wouldn't have made social connections with my engineering classmates, so I'd be a loner. I wouldn't have made all of you awesome friends.
Inside I'd actually, really, honestly be kinda dead. Or at least really really dull, if you want a less dramatic answer.