by Stu Beef » 25 Sep 2012 17:35
Do you really wanna know?
DO YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW?!?
I guess I have two goals:
THE MATERIALISTIC
I need to get paid, son! I don't want to have to worry about the guacamole being 50 cents extra, or if this gas station is .02 cents less per gallon, or if this sandwich place charges way too much for those tiny things.
I don't want to have to rely on my family to support me all the time! I hate how being a full-time student basically means being a full-time moocher; I may have been ok with that or oblivious to it when I was younger, but it's hard to live with as an adult. Honestly, I want to make it so that NO ONE in my family ever has to worry about finances again. I told my sister that, "When I make it big, I'm gonna go to your house and make it rain money with a leaf blower." (or something like that).
Shoot, I don't even want to live in a big house filled with strange, exotic animals. If I ever make it big, I'll still live in some suburb with middle/lower middle class people (I don't like/trust people with money...but I don't really want to live in the ghetto either, sorry)!
THE IDEALISTIC
There's a reason why I'm getting a degree in education, even if that's not #1 on my list of things I really want to do. I do like sharing my experiences with other people, and not necessarily in a way that's like, YO DO THIS CAUSE I SAID SO. I have a sort of world/life philosophy that I try to get other people to at least see, because I feel it's important to have a good sense of perspective in order to be a decent person. I don't really want to end up being someone who's way too self important and up their own ass, though. I really do long for the fame and glory and all that, but I hope I never catch myself losing that sense of humility. I want to tell a real story in a personal way and hope that somehow connects with somebody.
Also, I guess I'm still looking for that crazy style/sound that no one has thought of yet. I'm gonna need some good luck for that!