by FLAOFEI » 28 Sep 2013 09:01
Has tinitus since haloween discos in school 4 years ago, don't realy mind any more, but a big F no at the time.
Bigger problem is the unatractive, socialy incompetent guy in school who dosn't understand when he says racist stuff folows me home on the buss, at least every 2nd school day, insting on a conversation.
When he is not there I use those 20 min to plan the rest of my day, so I can actually get both homework, music and any other important activity in to my already cramped scedual. When he is there I spend the time thinking either "Oh god no! Pleas don't say your a nationalist when your on a buss surounded by non-swedish looking people, I look verry swedish and I don't want to die!!!" or "Oh god... I don't care about that song you played on ITG yesterday!!!" or "Oh god... Why are you askinb me how to become socialy accepted!?!?!? I was a total social shut in till 3years ago! I got over it literally by just talking to ppl anyway! I told you this a milion times on the buss before! But it's clearly not workinb for you!!! WHY DO YOU KEEP FOLOWING ME!?!?!?" depending on what he talks about. Hes ben folowing me like this for 3 years now, and I never dare tell him of, cause I know how it feels not haveing any friends, and he sees me as his only friend it seems...
If you read that Crazy Dre: yes it's you I was writeinb about, also, its kinda creepy if you stalk me this far through the internets...
In other fuck no news, I'm going for the win. I have a so big fuck no moment... It's way worsw than being unatractive.
I am atractive, have many friends of the female sex, but I have never, ever had a girlfriend... EVER!!! And am 18!!! MLP:FML!!!