The hugging/venting thread

[Pickslide1992]

Well, I fucked up and deleted a song I haven't made public yet. As such I feel like the biggest retard who ever lived. Damn you low self-esteem!

[caprixsnare]

Im bipolar... ):

[Conchetupony]

Well, I fucked up and deleted a song I haven't made public yet. As such I feel like the biggest retard who ever lived. Damn you low self-esteem!

Aww, that's too bad. Guess you haven't rendered it yet and deleted the project file? Maybe try some file recovery tools?

Im bipolar... ):

Hugs to you both and anyone that needs it. c:

[itroitnyah]

Well, I fucked up and deleted a song I haven't made public yet. As such I feel like the biggest retard who ever lived. Damn you low self-esteem!

Did you delete the project files and everything? It should still be in Window's recycling bin, I'm thinking. Otherwise, FL Studio (10 I know has this, but I can't seem to find it with 11) has this neat thing where you go to the image-line folder, and here's a file path:

Computer > Local Disk (C:) > Program Files (x86) > Image-Line > FL Studio 10 (or 11 if you're using that) > Data > Backup

It stores previous versions of files for you. Just find the latest backup of the song you finished, open that up, finish from where it left off, and bam.

EDIT: Alright, so I found out how to determine whether or not FL made backups for you. Open FL and go to the File Settings under the options dropdown menu. It should have a little section labeled "Backup" and a dropdown bar named "Autosave: ". The option "Never (But remind me every 10 minutes)" is automatically selected, but if you change that it'll create backups for you out of the occasion

[S.P.P]

I've very often been feeling suicidal recently. I've had a history of bipolar and psychosis, but this is beyond that. The worst part is my younger brother adding to it every day. He is never not putting me down about something, and if it's not that it's blackmail. But its not just him; everyone around me makes me feel like an outcast. I get paranoid in any public place because i just feel like a freak of nature of sosmeyhing. Ifeel so alienated all the time and there's no way to escape it. I can't talk to any of my family members because my mum will tell me to grow up, and my brother and stepdad will make fun of me for it. I also hate psychiatrists with a burning passion. I took 4 boxes of cocodamol yesterday because it's the only way I feel I can get out.

I'm not usually one to go into this kind of stuff, but I seriously had to get everything out. Sorry.

[Mr.Afrox]

i love you...

[Lying Pink]

[...] I'm not usually one to go into this kind of stuff, but I seriously had to get everything out. Sorry.

Fuck, sorry to hear that Do you have anyone you can talk to irl about this stuff? Outside of your family I mean, if you can't trust them with this.
If you need someone to rant at, feel free to drop me a line here/Skype/wherever (or if you don't trust me well enough (wouldn't be offended, you don't know me) and you don't like psychologists, you could try phoning/emailing Samaritans?) I know I'm just some random person on the internet and if you don't feel comfortable talking about stuff like that with me then fair enough, but if you're taking boxes of painkillers... well, I'd rather you had someone to talk to, and I seriously don't mind at all.
In any case I hope things improve for you soon. I know this probably doesn't help, and I know it probably doesn't sound true, but you'll get through this thing. *hug* Stay strong.

[caprixsnare]

(PYR3LIGHT)
Dude... come here... I'm going to hug you weather you like it or not. ):

[Freewave]

Whooooaa. Hey PYR3LIGHT I would seriously talk to your parents about that. I know growing up (especially those teen years) can SUuuuCK but if it's that bad then let them know as they seriously need to do their part in making your life there liveable. I know my parents thought i was a pain in the ass during my teen years and we fought a lot, but if I came out an said that i was suicidal they would have dropped what they were doing and listened.

If that doesn't work and if you are of age, get out of there. or talk to a real life friend's mom and see if you can move out for a few days as its THAT important. Just don't let it be a status quo situation where you are THAT misreable.

Also dont have a blanket hatred of psychitrists. They are your greatest aids in these situations and if you don't one or won't tell them what's going on you can't get past these feelings or won't get the possible medication that you might need. Just remeber that life is the only game in town, if you opt "no" it's over. Have more self-determination to fix your home situation or fine the remedies you need.

[Mr.Afrox]

i never became a brony :/ u may be asking than what are you doing here gtfo but truly why i make brony music,why i talk to you guys,why i appreciate all of you and so much and always try to help and more

is because i love you boys and girls,i love the art,the music and everyother art the fandom the hardest thing you may find outraging is that i never watched an episode of mlp ever,its hard for me to even say that because i want to be honest im in love with what you guys do and just when i saw so much ppl could love a single thing i was stunned with love ,the live shows seeing everybody cheer and have fun,i will and always keep making brony material and always love the fandom i guess that counts me as an outcast but ill always love you guys no matter youre all awsome,everytime i see some dumb hater raining on a brony's day i always try to protect him,i guess you could say im like a guardian.But Theres is not mistaking i will do my best to attend the next bronycon or mostly anyother and always try to review fairly the material you guys put out and thats all of it i leave no stone unturned for you guys,in elite harmony i love you all as always see yea hope you dont hate me too much...

[Nine Volt]

This is probably the worst case of musical creativity block I've ever had to deal with. Blargh. I'm just going to not open my DAW for a while and go back to it in a few days.

[TranquilHooves]

Just play some vidya until it passes, that's why I'm doing at least :V

[Nine Volt]

I'm going to 100% Super Mario 64 again

[Freewave]

i never became a brony :/ u may be asking than what are you doing here gtfo but truly why i make brony music,why i talk to you guys,why i appreciate all of you and so much and always try to help and more

is because i love you boys and girls,i love the art,the music and everyother art the fandom the hardest thing you may find outraging is that i never watched an episode of mlp ever,its hard for me to even say that because i want to be honest im in love with what you guys do and just when i saw so much ppl could love a single thing i was stunned with love, the live shows seeing everybody cheer and have fun,i will and always keep making brony material and always love the fandom i guess that counts me as an outcast but ill always love you guys no matter youre all awsome,everytime i see some dumb hater raining on a brony's day i always try to protect him,i guess you could say im like a guardian.But Theres is not mistaking i will do my best to attend the next bronycon or mostly anyother and always try to review fairly the material you guys put out and thats all of it i leave no stone unturned for you guys,in elite harmony i love you all as always see yea hope you dont hate me too much...

Afrox i completely get that the fanbase itself is half the draw for wanting to be a part of it and a spectator. I gotta admit its a bit weird if you've never seen any eps of the show and yet you're making "brony" music and wanting to hang out here. That's kinda missing something. That's like when i see a person competing on Master Chef who's a vegan, i mean how do you make food with meat as the main ingredient if you won't eat or taste it. It's missing an essential understanding. Definitely that's kind of a John De Lancie type relationship with bronies (more as a supporter as an outsider). It's ok to want to be a part of this, feel involved, and less lonely. But the only way to truly change that is to just watch a few eps of the show, make an attempt at a deeper understanding, and BE a part of this. You don't have to do that of course but i can't see why you wouldn't want to. Tbf you're not the only one who's struggled with if they are a brony or not and with self identification but you make that attempt or you don't.

[Mr.Afrox]

True i mean i love to see what you guys do but youre right i should atleast try to check out what you guys like for myself,ive got to say i enjoy the jokes references and all that i love it actually,as i wanted to see and understand bronys in my first year of knowing what was a brony i looked at the Ballad of the brony explaining
all seasons and what brony liked and mostly how some felt towards, G1,G2,G3 and G4 im gonna go check the first ep thanks freewave and as always in elite harmony, Love you bro :3

[Freewave]

Sure thing man. If you catch the eps it is nice to go chronological and def start with the very first 2 parter but do realize that a lot of the best eps of season 1 came in the latter half of the season (where they really started to find their groove). Not that its not worth seeing them all, or you can cherry pick. Season 2 is pretty consistantly great and season 3 is ....just ok in my book. The good thing about mlp is there are very few i would say are BAD but a lot of them could be just... good. I just hope you give it a shot seeing some of them even if you cherry pick a few initially.

Here's my favs, FYI

[Mr.Afrox]

im thinking about watching all of them though i really do love to know everything about a show so that when someone will ask me a question ill be like ik that :3

[Conchetupony]

i love the art,the music and everyother art the fandom

That's actually the very reason I consider myself a brony - I love the fandom. It's full of nice people to hang out with, and creative minds dedicated to entertain others with their art. I pretty much only watch the show when some new episode comes out.

You're no outcast; you simply know to appreciate good art, and the effort put into it. I'm sure you'll appreciate the show just as much if this is the case, as this is the reason there's such an huge fandom around it. Hugs. c:

[Mr.Afrox]

Friendship is truly magic im greatful to have all you guys :3

[Facade]

F*cking hell i was promised a job and the stupid employer person f*cks it up

GOD F*CKING DAMN IT

>:C

[Mr.Afrox]

what happened exactly ?

[Mr. Bigglesworth]

musical frustration is worst frustration.

[Acsii]

how about body disagreeing with you frustration?

[Mr. Bigglesworth]

I wouldn't know. Don't assume that's ignorance please.

[Acsii]

I won't because you wouldn't actually know :3