I'm sorry if this is in the wrong spot, or already covered... I'm really tired and I've spent the better part of the last 2 hours just trying to figure out what to type.
In any case, I've given up on coming up with an eloquent way of putting this all out here so...
tl;dr - I'm bad at both people and music. I can't afford a shrink but it'd be grand if I could get some help with the second of those two things.
I've spent hours and hours watching/reading tutorials on pretty much everything I should need to get started making music, and it all makes perfect sense to me right up to the moment I actually try to use any of it. As soon as I get a short chord and drum pattern that I actually like going though, I get overwhelmed and just kinda sit there doing nothing constructive.
Are there any regular/scheduled livestreams that I might be able to watch, or perhaps somebody here who has the time/patience/expertise deal with my crap until I can figure out how to function by myself?
I apologize for my lack of tact here, as I'm usually very (very very) introverted and reclusive. I had to force myself to stop lurking on a guest account and actually register so I could post this. I really do need some guidance though, please.
I'm most interested in EDM. I'm not certain which sub-genre I like most, I suspect it might be house or DnB? I can enjoy just about any type of music though. And for anybody who I haven't managed to irritate or scare off yet... I can get skype or vent, or whatever works best for you. I don't usually talk unless somebody indicates that they're interested in conversing with me though. On the bright side however, I'm both very easygoing and receptive to any questions or advice that anybody might have for me!