Yet We Still Stood - C.

[Nonsense_Profile]

Everyone has been there at one time or another.

You feel empty, soulless, hollow.

The thing's that made you happy now just send you into a nostalgic pit of depression.

Food taste's like death. Music shit. Sleep all but good.

You feel alone, yet claustrophobic. Everyone is crowding you, yet no one know's you're there.

You talk, yet it seem's like no matter what you say it isn't important enough for anyone to hear.

You feel alone. decaying. dead.

Alone.

I am alone.

I have always been alone.

It is all I know.

My view's. My attraction's. My Pain's. My Sorrow's. Have All Been Witnessed by me. alone.

I have always had no one.

But I still stood. And Smiled.

Because, I know there are other's, who fight this fight with me, though they do not know it.

Who are alone like me.

Who have also suffered at the merciless hand's of doubt and pain and ridicule. Like Me.

And who felt alone, with there back against the wall against impossible odd's. Like me.


You may feel as if your life hold's no meaning and that nobody would care whether or not you had lived or died. So many do.

You may feel as if you have nothing to give. or nothing to achieve. Like a waste.

I care.

I know you may not feel it, but you have so many positive attributes.

So many reason's for other's to care about you. Who seem to take it for granted.

I care, because your you. And I would miss you if you were gone.

I care, because you care for other's, you help them.

You see the good in everything. Even if I can't.

I care, because you would care for me.

I care.

Because I love you.

I have always loved you.

And I care because you would have wanted me too.

Happy Birthday.

- For Sarah. (1993-2010)

[Nonsense_Profile]

Sorry About deep stuff, I'll Post a song tomorrow or something. Delete the post if you don't like it. Kick me if it offend's you too much.

[TranquilHooves]

Why would one delete art :3?

[Nonsense_Profile]

Why would one delete art :3?

Religious Inequalities haha

[CDPP]

I'm sorry for your loss, I can only hope you may find closure in the future.
This is a beautiful poem, I see no reason why anyone would delete it, thanks for sharing this.

[Freewave]

Nah that's beautiful. It is so natural to feel alone, frustrated, tired, and unrecognized (within or without this community). I think it's important that we realize that we are often in this same boat with our feelings and that we need to rely on each other and carry each other through tough moments and when ther are inevitable lows. Actually just wrote some lyrics on that topic for a recent track myself. These are struggles and while they aren't always life or death struggles sometimes they actually are. So it's important that we realize when someone is really flailing that they don't quit on life and we are there to help dig them out of their hole.

[Nonsense_Profile]

I'm sorry for your loss, I can only hope you may find closure in the future.
This is a beautiful poem, I see no reason why anyone would delete it, thanks for sharing this.

Closure for me would be to be happy for other's, I'm pretty closed but thank you for the kind word's!

[XXDarkShadow79XX]

I actually love it when people are depressed. It's an extreme emotional state that allows them to think about things more deeply. However, some people forget that when you're stuck in a hole, or anywhere for that matter, fighting up will always be better, but harder, than fighting down.

[Nonsense_Profile]

I actually love it when people are depressed. It's an extreme emotional state that allows them to think about things more deeply. However, some people forget that when you're stuck in a hole, or anywhere for that matter, fighting up will always be better, but harder, than fighting down.

Well, even though I actually DO see depression as a small, temporary opening in the wall of euphoric Illusion that we all call happiness. I didn't truly write this because of that depressed feeling, but to offer nice, little encouraging word's to those who could use it, as well strengthen the ability to never forget those we cared about, and who cared about us. =]

...and having my key bored right directly in front of my face probably helped a little too