by Nine Volt » 28 Feb 2014 16:30
Hey guys. I've been gone for awhile now, although to be totally honest not much has really changed and only Facade seemed to really even notice my absence. Regardless, I came back because want to tell you guys that I am done producing music. It's been 4-5 months since I've even finished a track, and I honestly cannot remember when I last released a song I was truly happy with. I'm done dealing with the feelings of inadequacy and frustration that go along with being unable to even write a decent loop anymore. On top of that, I've changed as a person. I think it's overall a change for the better, but along with that change I almost completely lost my enthusiasm and love for producing and I feel like I will just be a lot happier without this in my life anymore.
Along with this, I will be leaving MLR. Permanently, this time. I am not a brony and now that I have given up producing I really just do not have a reason to be here anymore. I don't feel like I really belong in this community anymore, and although I've made some friends here I think you can all stand my absence. You did it quite well for the past month.
So with that, I'd like to say some things:
Exo, I hope there are no hard feelings between us despite our many disagreements and arguments, and I hope DJing continues to go well for you. Freewave, the same. You've always had this community's best interests at heart and I respect you for that. Keep it up.
I'm not posting this to start any drama or garner any pity or sympathy. I don't want any, so please don't think I am. I only want to tell you guys that I am leaving and why I'm leaving so it doesn't seem like I just disappeared suddenly.