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[Codeum]

[vladnuke]

No one hates you, everyone acts like an ass from time to time, christ don't fucking start this bullshit right now I am fighting off the worst stomache ever, which although was my fault, it is something I dealt with privately. Ok good you're still posting your stuff is quality mate but srsly man this is something private. You need to go say sorry to whoever you pissed off personaly, and then stop hanging on everyone's every word. Dude just chill.

[Codeum]

hard to say sorry to the entire fandom. especially when a huge chunk of it cut me off from communication completely

[Whitetail]

Stop throwing yourself a pity party and just deal with it like a mature adult instead of wallowing in misery.

[Lavender_Harmony]

Really? Really?

*sigh*

Do what you want, I give up. I really do give up. I've offered you help, I explained the EQD situation, and you just have to be such a dramaqueen over everything.

We don't hate you, you don't have to apologise, just stop acting the way you do, if you act friendly and receive feedback well and listen to people you might find that you are more generally accepted. Doing this kind of thing won't help, it'll only make people feel sorry for you.

[vladnuke]

Really? Really?

*sigh*

Do what you want, I give up. I really do give up. I've offered you help, I explained the EQD situation, and you just have to be such a dramaqueen over everything.

We don't hate you, you don't have to apologise, just stop acting the way you do, if you act friendly and receive feedback well and listen to people you might find that you are more generally accepted. Doing this kind of thing won't help, it'll only make people feel sorry for you.

This, this, this, so much this
Thank you for writing my rant for me.
Codeum, brodippitydawg, don't play the sad music. Just be cool.

[ChromaticChaosPony]

Just chill man. Want some weed to help with that?

[Raddons]

I'm new here, obviously, and might not know the scope of this. Hell, I know I don't know the scope of it, but why would you say the entire fandom hates you? Unless you are that big I name, I doubt the fandom hates you. And it most certainly does not seem everyone here hates you either.

[K3WRO]

Dude, Chill, Please, No one hates you, people are just dicks to each other from time to time, or some guys are just rough at times but they aren't really like that.

Just, don't make yourself look butthurt, your holding up a white flag.

[soup2504]

...

Really? Really?

*sigh*

Do what you want, I give up. I really do give up. I've offered you help, I explained the EQD situation, and you just have to be such a dramaqueen over everything.

We don't hate you, you don't have to apologise, just stop acting the way you do, if you act friendly and receive feedback well and listen to people you might find that you are more generally accepted. Doing this kind of thing won't help, it'll only make people feel sorry for you.

This.

[Lethaargic]

don't expect me to answer comments or questions anymore" (via OPs video)

hard to say sorry to the entire fandom. especially when a huge chunk of it cut me off from communication completely

so much for not responding^

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It's obvious that you feed off of this attention and like to wallow in your pity. You set up this situation in the beginning and executed it well. you ended up exactly in the position you wanted from the start, because it's easier. It's easier than being successful, because being successful means you have to have confidence in your self.

I tell you what I think, not because I hate you, but because I love you. because I want to show you only the truth, because I care.

please stay, give us and yourself another chance. you deserve it. *HUGS*

[colortwelve]

(Everything that Lavender posted)

Seriously, man. You're a great musician, why can't you just be that and not drag all this baggage into it?

[Captain Ironhelm]

sigh

[Ed Viper]

Dude, just chill. There's no need to apologize, just relax and change your ways a bit. There's certainly no need for this self-imposed exile.

[Navron]

Some good suggestions, but we keep running into this same issue over, and over, and over again. Quite frankly, I'm getting sick of it.

I've seen too much of this drama to get a sense that Codeum continues to push the envelope in order to get attention, pretty much akin to my 14 y/o cousin who continues to post outlandish things on her facebook to simply get reactions from everybody.

I feel used. I feel used by offering advice, and/or helping to cheer somebody up, when in all honesty all it's doing is giving them the attention they were seeking, and essentially I'm the one that ends up with the short stick, because they're getting the attention they wanted, while on the other hand, I'm having my emotions toyed with.

It's an ongoing cycle I particularly despise, and I'm not going to put up with this bullshit any longer.

You want attention? Earn your attention.

It's like the words of one of my SEAL instructors out of boot camp:

"Everything I've ever had in my life I earned for myself. I didn't need any handouts or help from anybody. If I wanted something, I went out there and earned it."

Earning attention is not the same thing as taking advantage of the human condition to reach out and assist those in need. As said before, I'm not going to put up with it any longer, and I'm sure sooner or later, nobody else is going to either. Then you will find yourself truly alienated.

[CommandSpry]

I facepalmed at least three times while watching that video.

What you're doing is victimizing yourself in order to have a better opinion of your behavior. The point is; we are not hostile, we are not judgemental, as much as I don't want it to sound like an offence, looks like you are. You are quick to say we all hate you because we wouldn't put up with your arguments (sounds awfully similar to religion), truth is we are more than willing to help out, if you would let us. I think I recall you just saying your skills are excellent, and until you change your viewpoint on your music, we can't exactly help you out (and I definetely heard some nexus plucks in that ....dramatic.... music in the background, -_-)

Have fun

[Matthew N.]

And yes, you took this way too far. That video is soooo unnecessary. How can you say MLR hates you when I bet 90% of members don't even know who you are? Well, I don't! I only listened to a few of your songs which I found awesome, but I guess that's equal with hatred.

[Codeum]

I know this is going to look like it was just a huge fiasco for attention, but omnipony really did yell at me and it made me feel fucking horrible. I made and uploaded the video out of rage and disdain (jee that sounds familiar) to try to exile myself (for the third time lol) But I can never follow through with stupid decisions I make when I'm upset. I need to stop getting so upset so quickly as well. So as much as you want to believe I'm seeking attention I'm really not. I facepalmed myself until my forehead had a red mark the shape of my hand when I watched it an hour later. Then I started laughing at the dramatic music and images I used. So I thought I would wrap it up the same way I started it. Maybe I'll have some music videos where I do stuff like this in the future. I'm quite happy with how it turned out.

Anyway, TL;DR Watch the sequel to this disaster scenario:

[Rainbowjack]

Can someone please explain what happened? I don't understand.

[Matthew N.]

He yelled at you because you went off on my friend Alpha man. But that's whatever what's done is done. Listen up, you really want people to listen to your music? And you want your reputation restored? DO THIS - Delete your videos and comments of you complaining and ranting. Only upload videos of music. Someone comments something you don't like? Don't respond. You're not getting subscribers as quickly as you want to? Don't give some bullshit about how your music saves lives and makes the world a perfect place. Just stick to the music and skip the fucking drama. I'm seriously trying to help you out man, because the music you put out is quite good.

I mean shit if it makes you feel better here's a comment that someone said to me on one of my videos. "Fuck you electrokaplosion I hope you get cancer and die you faggot piece of shit!!!! No one loves you you failed abortion!!!" I mean shit it can't get much fucking worse than that man.

QFT!

I can totally relate to the above. I have a very few subscribers, yes, but I don't make a fuss about it. I produce music for myself, and if someone else likes it it simply feels better. I won't force people to subscribe, like my tracks and whatnot simply because I want some weird attention. It's their choice to do so. Keep making tracks, join some albums here on MLR and maybe one day you'll get what you want - but posting some ridiculous stuff like those vids of yours is not the way to do it.

[Lethaargic]

I made and uploaded the video out of rage and disdain... I need to stop getting so upset so quickly as well... I started laughing at the dramatic music and images I used...

I'm glad your feeling better : )

[Lavender_Harmony]

[bartekko]

Please quit hitting your head with a table. You'll get a very bad headache.

[Legion]

Instead of commenting on this whole situation, I'll just ninja in here and say I fucking love what you were playing here. Bravo.

[Lavender_Harmony]

Please quit hitting your head with a table. You'll get a very bad headache.

Too late, the thread did it.

Alright, enough pissing about. Codeum, that secondary video wasn't necessary, it only made the situation look even more dramatic, and now incredibly corny.

Go finish that piano song, because it's actually really nice, and release it. Don't put no apology or anything on it, just go put it on your YouTube when it's done. Then move on, be the new you, and stop doing this. Move on, dude.